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the moon is up before me
the moon is shining bright
i want you to remember
as i disappear tonight
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killing time [28 Mar 2006|04:22pm]
So I have some time to kill before I head to school cuz all the servers on wow are down.. We moved to La Mesa about a month ago and Polly is a lot happier. Our new roomate and his friends LOVE her and that makes me happy. I need a new job.. Theres this stinky old guy at the one i'm at that talks to customers all the time.. and he sucks.. and so does everything else there but mostly him.. cuz he's stinky.. Schools kind of just there.. Not too sure why I'm slacking so much this semester. I'm also lacking in the sleep department. No real excuse for that.. I blame warcraft?? Umm what else? hmmm... heres a list!!
cool new purse
havent bought comics in a while
polly is cute
i miss you maria
work is annoying to the point of tears (literally)
silent hill in like a month

wait.. this isnt a very positive list.. hmmmm
maybe half positive.. like glasses of milk.. mmm milk..

i make no sense.. time to make no sense at school now
6|over and out

wow [07 Jan 2006|04:43am]
omg... world of warcraft... i'm addicted..

and to make myself look even more geeky..
this is the funniest thing i've ever seen...

nite nite..
3|over and out

In today's news... [16 Nov 2005|09:05pm]
Polly (aka the cutest dog, when she's not tearing my shit up, in the world) is being all cuddly and it makes me feel all warm inside. Halloween was good, drunken, rockin times. I was the dead nurse I always wanted to be and tom was apparently fidel castro. Not to be outdone by scott, who actually was dressed as fidel castro. In other news.. My english teacher is the devil, more on this at ten.
Okay, so there isn't really more news at ten...

Tom and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary, on the 11th, seafood style. Joes crab shack that is. It was all magical and full of mushy I love you's. And then we bought a computer. It's super awesome and fast. And expensive... But awesome none the less! We needed a new one to replace the one that someone broke when i moved the first time. Anyways, that's about it. I'm thinking of starting a new journal. Not too sure. I want to get back into livejournal land but there's too many bad memories in this one.

Feel free to shower me with comments or tell me how much you hate me or give me money.
Personally, I like the money one the best.

6|over and out

[26 Oct 2005|09:12pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

I want to be in a place where the leaves are changing colors...
I want to be in a place where it will be snowing...
I want to be in a place where I can get lost in the beauty of the seasons changing...

2|over and out

blabity blah blah [09 Jul 2005|09:31pm]
Oh how I miss the internet. So here I still am in san diego narrowly dodging death at every turn. My tooth fell out today. That was cool. Kind of... In the I'm falling apart kind of way. Tom asked me what I want for my birthday the other day... I just want maria here... A familiar face. Maybe a few more. That'd be, how they say here, "titty boobs". I've been terrible about keeping in touch with people ever since I got here... And for that I apologize. I'm still trying to adjust. So yeah, that's really it. Oh yeah, I quit my piece of shit job the other week. That was totaly (with one L folks!) sweet. Okay well I'll update more once I get internet in my poorly furnished home.

Holla back at cho girl!!!
8|over and out

nostalgia say goodbye [12 Feb 2005|09:36pm]
I feel as though I have awoken from a bad dream. I look around, recognizing my surroundings. I know I am home and in the arms of the one person I love. Everything prior to this wasn't real. My heart beats a little faster everytime I think of it. I still worry that I haven't really escaped...


San Diego is wonderful and we've finally found an apartment. Soon everything will be on the right track. Scratch that. Everything is on the right track.

I haven't laughed or even smiled this much in a loooong time.
..And even though it was raining it was the most beautiful day.
5|over and out

All I do here is exist [22 Jan 2005|03:15pm]
Beyond phone conversations the only emotion left is apathy.

8 days and my heart will be complete.
3|over and out

amazing [29 Dec 2004|10:26pm]
It's so nice to finally have a place that feels like home. I feel complete. Happy. Content. Satisfied. Like the whole world can fall apart and it wouldn't matter because I have such amazing people in my life... And I have him. I've officially decided to move to San Diego in february. Because the only place that has ever felt like home is in his arms...

Now, time to watch movies with the love of my life.
2|over and out

so this is love [12 Dec 2004|05:43pm]
The apartment is so empty without you.
6|over and out

You're kyle! I wanna be steve! [18 Nov 2004|07:05pm]
I met a homeless guy the other day named steve. Apparently he can't find a job cuz he was locked up for 28 years after he killed three people over weed. Steve was nice. And yes I was alone in downtown Austin when I met him.

Lately I've been thinking that I really wouldn't mind just traveling and meeting strange new people every night. I think it'd be amazing...

Of course, I also wouldn't mind being drunk the whole time through...

I am awesome in the fucked up kind of way.
6|over and out

[11 Nov 2004|11:27am]
I just want to dissappear for a little bit right now...

...at least until the pain goes away.
1|over and out

and it's as if nothing else would matter... [05 Nov 2004|08:21pm]
There's just so much going on right now and absolutely nothing I can do about any of it. Except wait.
Everything is working out yet there is so much more to get done.

I have something in my life now that makes me incredibly happy.
I never thought I could actually feel this way.
I can't wait until the 26th...

Oh and by the way:
I moved to Austin.
8|over and out

I can't stop listening to this song... [01 Nov 2004|11:31pm]
In the morning before he wakes up
she’s collecting her clothes around the bed,
walking tiptoes and fixing her hair
shuts the door and she runs down the stairs

in a summer dress she walks on home
all her winter clothes are gone or sold

there’s no looking back and there’s no fear
there’s no reason for her to believe
that she needs to hang on to her past
it’s so natural just to move on
and he doesn’t know that she’s really

gone into her closet and her drawers
to throw out the things she can’t ignore
in a summer dress she walks on home
all her winter clothes are gone or sold.
over and out

there's light outside [29 Oct 2004|10:25pm]
I really hate how I read too much into everything.
3|over and out

It starts... [27 Oct 2004|10:59am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I don't know what I'm feeling right now...
And I don't really know why I'm writing here cuz I don't really want to talk about it...

I'm wasting away...
I've lost enough weight to where even I notice...
Isn't that bad? Cuz I see myself everyday.
I don't remember ever being really hungry lately...

And these feelings...
I've never wanted to feel depressed again.
I guess I kind of fear it.
The moving, the uncertainty... about everything

I don't know what I am anymore.
But alas, it's only temporary.
I know this.

A man last night said I am in love with the idea of love. It kind of makes sense. I'm not disgusted by it. I believe in it. Believe that it's not for me right now.

The microscope effect.
Fucking genius.

2|over and out

road trip [26 Oct 2004|02:16am]
So, I'm gonna go see maria. And it will be fan-fucking-tastic.

Here's hoping my car doesn't explode.
over and out

i am the coolest [22 Oct 2004|12:19pm]
Way to go, your alter poet is Jack Kerouac, who is
by FAR the coolest!

Who is Your Alter Poet?
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oh, and i feel better
3|over and out

again [12 Oct 2004|10:27pm]
I want you to anonymously post anything that you want. Anything. Ask me a question and I'll answer it. Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. If you hate me - go ahead and say it, if you love me - go ahead and say it. Nothing will be held against you because I won't know who is saying it.

Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice, or however many times you'd like, and then put this in your LJ to see what your friends have to say.

IP address logging is off
15|over and out

beforethedayafteryesterday [10 Oct 2004|03:07am]
worked twelve hours today
1 min.
1|over and out

To whom it may concern: [01 Oct 2004|02:42am]
Dear Avril Lavigne,

Please stop being on the cover of magazines. I really can't stand looking at you. And if you're going to be in Maxim at least show more skin.

Dear Maxim,

If you are running out of pretty girls to put in your fine magazine... give me a call.

18|over and out

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